Dec 09
wtf
Wow can anything else go wrong right now its just one thing after anouther. I just want a break I mean really come on I know karma comes back on people but really I am not that bad………………………………………………………………………………
Dec 08
lost for words
I am at a lost for words hate this feeling of not feeling anything at all. I would rather feel pain than nothing at all. To be honest cant even feel numb nothing and I am ice cold. I didnt thinck I deserved this but I obviuosly did something to deserve this :”(
Dec 07
love drunck
I’m a lover not a fighter
but doesn’t a lover fight for love?
should I resign thoughts that aren’t sane
Then what should I shall then become?
I’m a man of decency, I love the thought of love
… and everything in between that leads to love
and more or less the fact it can exist
try not to give up on me, ‘cause God knows
I’m so lost in space
I can change, I can be better
I will change, I will be better
I have confidence now that I used to lack
Give me a doubt and I’ll turn it
right around on it’s back
I was so oblivious to everything
It surrounded me
I used to think life was all about me
I hate my old selfish ways
but now I can see
I deserve love, I can be loved. I will be loved. I am Loved.
..But do I want to be? …. yet?
I’m so young, and so naive, I admit I’m not
the smartest, but I’m one of the more wiser
I’m lonely but I’m not alone
I’m tired but I won’t retire
I’m all that is that I want to be
But not entirely satisfied
Until I have a partner
I’m just a piece
inside of the puzzle
Just a baby blue Robbin
waiting on it’s mother
Just a space without a corner
a car without a driver
This can not be untrue
I am true, don’t believe in defeat
‘cause love’s all there is left in me.
but doesn’t a lover fight for love?
should I resign thoughts that aren’t sane
Then what should I shall then become?
I’m a man of decency, I love the thought of love
… and everything in between that leads to love
and more or less the fact it can exist
try not to give up on me, ‘cause God knows
I’m so lost in space
I can change, I can be better
I will change, I will be better
I have confidence now that I used to lack
Give me a doubt and I’ll turn it
right around on it’s back
I was so oblivious to everything
It surrounded me
I used to think life was all about me
I hate my old selfish ways
but now I can see
I deserve love, I can be loved. I will be loved. I am Loved.
..But do I want to be? …. yet?
I’m so young, and so naive, I admit I’m not
the smartest, but I’m one of the more wiser
I’m lonely but I’m not alone
I’m tired but I won’t retire
I’m all that is that I want to be
But not entirely satisfied
Until I have a partner
I’m just a piece
inside of the puzzle
Just a baby blue Robbin
waiting on it’s mother
Just a space without a corner
a car without a driver
This can not be untrue
I am true, don’t believe in defeat
‘cause love’s all there is left in me.
